Easter was the day that I declared that I no longer have a flat stomach... Okay to be honest with you I haven't had a flat stomach for about a month now.. but for some reason I faced reality today. Yep I was in denial in a big way.. I was thinking that maybe this "belly thing" was from eating a big massive dinner or really bad constipation and it would be gone the following morning... but nope it hasn't gone away in over a month now.. so it was time to finally embrace it. I think it started this last week of work when every morning during the week I would wake up at the ungodly hour of 4:30 am and I would have to find something to wear in my closet... let me just tell you my success rate wasn't every good... the end result would be me finally finding a outfit (30 minutes later) but only after attempting to try on almost everything in my closet. After looking at all my "unsuccessful" clothes on my closet floor I have concluded that nothing fits anymore.. okay that is obvious.. but really it was time to accept that I need bigger clothes for this growing belly. It was a sad day today... I realized that I am getting bigger and all my "go to" outfits before are no longer... now it is time to find the big "M...." MATERNITY clothes. On the bright side at least my belly has officially progressed past the stage of "I am not fat, I am pregnant so stop looking at me," but getting bigger isn't something one can accept lightly. My sweet husband Erik reminds me everyday that my new "Baby Belly" is beautiful and sexy... but how can one feel so beautiful/sexy when her belly is getting Large and in Charge? While all the S.L.B (Stupid Lucky Bitches) are looking beautiful in their skinny clothes I have to be sporting a Moo-Moo or something equivalent.... do I sound bitter... okay maybe a little but I have been told that pregnancy is a beautiful thing... so again today is the day that I embrace it... big belly and all.
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